Jan 22, 2009

Cath...

“Cath…” by Death Cab for Cutie, I’m currently in love with this song. It is actually the song currently playing. It has frequently woken me up by being my alarm in the morning or by keeping me entertained while I’m driving. I find that the lyrics of this song are so well written.

Although this may not be at all what the Ben Gibbard had in mind while composing this song, I find it reminds me how in life romantic fairy-tales are only limited to a few. Sometimes, people like Cath chose to follow a path, where they convince themselves they will find happiness. But, we should remember that happiness can be found is so many ways, not only the stereotyped ideology that seems to be every so often drilled in our minds on how relationships should be (whether romantic or friendship).

I find that everyone has a great power at convincing themselves what they think might be right for them. Sometimes it is not until things are done that we realize what we have done or almost succeeded in doing to ourselves.

Jan 6, 2009

Exploring The Past

Recently, I decided to be a subject for a for a student’s psychology honours thesis. I had actually never thought that it would be anything out of the ordinary. My idea of this interview I was attending was that it would be a neutral set of questions I had to logically answer. To my dismay, the questions were far from quantitative or logical. In fact, I had to thoroughly delve into my emotions, past emotions and memories to be exact.

I was given the opportunity to think of things I had never thought of before. Some of the questions really left me to ponder. I was often caught saying: “oh…umm I’m not sure what to answer, I never thought about this before actually…” before coming to my conclusive response.

What I really appreciated from this experience, was the interaction I was given with the researcher/student. As she told me her past grieving experience, I would see just how similar it was to mine. Through her tears, and even my own, it was nice to have been given the chance to explore my past. I do look back once in a while, but this interview really gave me the chance to explore certain facets I had never got the mere thought of, as well as the one’s I had tried to bury deep down in my mind.

Jan 3, 2009

New Year Resolutions


In all honesty, I don’t think I’ve ever really set myself New Year resolutions. Even if I had, which I do not have any recollection of doing, I don’t think I sincerely stuck to them. Therefore, this year I’m going to try to find good resolutions and to truly try and abide to them.

So here goes:

1. Physical activity at least once a week.
2. Try and hopefully change my bad habits.

These two will do for this year….